So my little candy floss lips,
I've had a little break from this for a while i needed some time to think about stuff. I haven't forgotten about you!
Times lately have been hard, just personal stuff i feel exhausted from over thinking the past. I cant help it? It's just something that has been eating me alive. I don't know whether its me but i need to actively do something to make a change. I cant do it without a big event. Does anybody else do that? probably just me. So with that being said I've bleached the sh*t out of my hair so i now have barbie hair. *DON'T HATE ME* I loved having red hair but i did it for someone, someone whom i loved. Every time i looked in the mirror it reminded me of him, plus i had some build up anger. So i'm going to stay blonde for a while, maybe i will go back red. But i need time to heal.
In a few weeks, i'm going up to Newcastle to visit a friend, I will see my new house! Now that's the change i really need. A new start, new friend and new surroundings.
Stay strong and beautiful